Decided to blog before i knock off.
Reason being very simple.... I'm bored!
Am really really bored! Felt so lonely. And its really lonely.
Where are the pple close to me? Y did i not bother to send them an sms?
Why?? Bcos i'm sick of doing so! Dun ask me y.
Lately my temper has been going up n down. Jus like the roller coaster. I tried to kept my cool everyday. But when i'm alone or what, my nonsense will kick up.
Luckily there's still my colleagues. Entertaining me now and then. Am really glad i have such good colleagues cum friends.
Was talking to May may over MSN earlier on. And told her i need some counselling. Will i sink into depression? Am i able to control it? Geez i really have no idea. Lots of silly things are going in my head. And i haven been able to work properly. Been slacking for the past 2 days. If any big shot come across this, i'll be in deep shit! Can anyone teach me how to continue my path? I really have no idea what i shld do with the rest of my life! And why am i becoming like this. Being so unreasonable at times! Anyway i really jus don't know what i shld do.
Everyday i go to work, then home, then slp. And the next day the same process happens again. It seems like this is a non-ending life. Isn't there something new coming along? Some 'new' things which can make me appreciate my life better?
Really envy some of my friends. Know their path and am to decide their own life! Will i have the chance to do what i want? And whether i have the courage to do it? I guess time will tell. I really need to let it out i think! But how???
Life can be unpredictable......
Life can also be miserable.....
Life can be colorless....
Just like mine.....
Umm.. I want to go home. But some are still busy with their work. So i think i shld hang arn a little longer!
Hope tommorrow will be a better day!!
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5 comments:
Gal.... I think you are experiencing a phrase call quarter life crisis. Relax. Everyone have to pass this phrase.... just tat some pple handle it better than others.....
Cheer up k? Bored come 6th floor find us chit chat lor. :P
hmm i find that i always have this kind of weird weird prob one leh.
Go 6th floor scold u is it. Let me vent my fustration!! :P
if scolding me make u feel better, then scold lor....
wait... i tot u everytime see me will scold me 1? :P
Haha.
Ya hor. Everytime i see u will scold u..
it does make me feel better!! Haha.. Can beat u even best!! Or maybe i shld get a sandbag!! :)
wanna beat then beat lor.
But beat anywhere u like, just leave my face alone. :P
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