Things happening to me!

Have not blogged for a couple of weeks.
Reason is I’m quite busy and lazy to go online after a busy day.

Been having lots of silly thoughts. Cos am not that happy with my work. As I’ve been given all the SK work. And those other stuff are assigned out to my other colleagues. I don’t know whether she thinks I’m not up to it or she feels that I’m better at doing SK work? So anyway really felt quite down lately. And even while I’m typing this, I can still feel that kind of sadness deep down in me. Seriously speaking, it’s true that I dun have much knowledge as compare to the others. But I’m also willing to learn thou I’ll need much coaching. And maybe that’s the reason I’m not given much challenging task. Cos she will still need to spend time explaining, teaching me the way to do. And by giving to others, she need not spend the extra effort.
Sometimes am wondering why am I such a useless person. Remember the time when I flunk my O’level, I shld have already realize that I’m not a clever person. Shld have proceed with my plan at that time. So that I need not face all this shitty stuff. *silly thoughts or brilliant plan*
Haiz. the above paragraph is written on Monday. But as I’m too busy, am continuing it on Tuesday morning. Received a bad news early in the morning. Hope she’s ok. Anything can call me ok. U know who u are lah! So many bad things are happening arn.
And hor.. my mummy hammy died on Friday nite leh. So sad. It’s only been with me for only 3 mths and its gone. Why, why??
When will all this shitty things go away? -_-“

Enuff of all this. Actually I got a lot of photos to post up. But am simply lazy. Pictures of my new/old office. And others lah.
Maybe when I get home, I’ll see whether I have time to post up not ok!
Ok gotta get down to work. Though I’m reluctant to.

Hope u guys will have a wonderful day k!