Go or Not

Ay pple... I feel like going for lasik surgery leh.
Cos i really can't stand the contact lens anymore. Mine needs to be custom made. So anything not rite, will have to keep correcting till it fits the eye. But it's been like 3 mths ever since i went to make a new pair of lens. And till now the problem is still not resolved. I can't keep wearing my old lens u see. Cos it's suppose to be expired long long time ago liao. Further wearing might cause infection which i'm really really very scared abt it.

And har,, my stupid fucking astigmatism is so damn bloody high lor. Like tt how. I dun like wearing glasses cos its very heavy and makes my nose bridge very very painful.
But there's no way i can reduce the astig can't i?

Those guardian selling those power eye machine. Got use one not? If it's useful then i go invest one. But i doubt so lah. All market gimmick leh. Bluff pple's $$ only.

Fuck lah. Why is my life so miserable. Might as well go blind then no need to work and wait for my doom's day!
Think its not a bad idea also rite!

Nah bey... Feel like scolding all the vulgarity that i know of lor. Thou not alot but i can repeat de mah.
Arg.. So damn pissed off lor.
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Today no mood to work. Guess it's bcos of fri. And no mood to work means very free. Free means i got ample time to think of all my problems. So here i am ranting how i got such a good pair of eyes.
Btw, lasik can pay by installment not har. If can then i go do liao. I dun care already. If it's fated that i will turn blind after the op then so be it. So sick of it lor. Everyday i see black spots floating arn. It's been with me for yrs le lor. And even docs can't help. Say the only option is to go for lasik cos my eye muscle no strength to hold on to the gel that is surrounding our eye ball or what shit lah. Forget what the hell doc say already. And chances of me blacking out also quite high. So if suddenly cannot see then gotta admit into A&E lor. Serious rite!

Who to blame. Me and myself lor.