哭。。。。

Once again... Pple tua me.
Ystd 5pm tell me need to patch things. Ask him why need to patch so urgently, he say might cause billing error. Ok lor then i diam diam go schedule. 5.44pm tell me dun wan to patch liao. Cos the scripts is wrong or whatever fuck lah!
Blood boiling when i have to schedule the 1 and only 1 patch in. Tears spilling when he told me dun wan to patch.
In the end, gotta send out emails saying sorry to relevant parties telling them that patch is cancelled.
End up someone call me say cannot last min say wan to patch then dun patch. Win liao lor. Machiam i'm the troublemaker. Told them pple wan to patch i cannot say no rite. I'm jus a co-ordinator rite? And i have to stay late when the patching is non of my biz. We dun get paid extra for doing this co-ordinating task. But we do get blame for doing it wrongly. Is it fair?
Then he email me, apologising. But i do not accept it. And said some harsh words to him. End up he walk over still jokingly ask am i angry. So feel like giving him 1 tight slap across his face. I ignored him totally. Refuse to acknowledge his pressence while he walk away quietly after a few secs.

Bcos of his nonsense, end up my own thing cannot be done. Time is running very fast for these 2 wks. I realise i dun have much time to do my own work except in the morning. As i have to entertain those stupid monkeys patching almost everyday. Everyday they do patch, yet the procedure still can get wrong. What's wrong with them? Have they got any brain or am i supposed to be bully?

4 more days where i'll get 2 mth of rest b4 the co-ordinating task comes back to me. A routine where i think will be stuck at my side till i resign. Best liao lor.
I think i am really stress up. Dun seem to be able to cope working and studying at the same time. No time for assignment, codes not running, class test haven study. Think i'm going to flunk my class test tmr. Is there a way to keep me awake 24hrs? I need more time!!

Booo... my life sucks.....