In deep shit ~ 26 Sept '04

In deep shit ~ 26 Sept '04

Here i am taking up a shitty job i consider. And i think there is no turning back for me already. Cos i jus spoke to the in charge and know wats the reply? Its hard for the 2 guys lah. Then he change topic. So in this case i think chances are not high for me to change to mor shift. But i can tell u tt i'm really really not happy now. I jus feel like walking out of the office now. Not tt i'm not a irresponsible person but i really am not suitable to work in the nite. Even now i'm typing this i already feel like slping already. I think i can onli blame myself for taking up this sucky job. Who ask me to be so KP lah.. Say OK to everything. Stupid me really can go bang the wall.. Think i will try to talk to the person again bah. I dunno leh but since i tried so many times le so i think chances are zero. Fucking shit how in the world did i land in this state?? Plus i've been recently down lately, this nite thing is adding on to my stress. Have no words to describe wat kind of situation i am in now.
Shall i quit the job? But not tt serious rite. Jus have to try to talk round them.. Kaoz.. Tao Dua liao this time..