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Monday Blues....
How's everyone today? Good...
Mine sucks. As usual no mood to do anything today. Been slacking the whole day jus did some checking stuff, updating things. Nth impt. Reason very simple, requirements are not in yet. So got nth better to do.

Shld i blog everyday since i got so much spare time now? But then again when i'm busy, i really got no time to go toilet, where got xtra time to surf net leh? Haha anyway today is a boring day lah.

Feel like going for a short trip leh. Say Genting. Anyone interested? Think i need to let out the 'yuan qi' inside me. Been feeling moody lately. Get pek chek easiy. Jus like last Sat. I was doing the household chores halfway and suddenly i feel so 'wei qu'. Why must i do cleaning of the hse every week? While someone gets to slp late, go out etc. And i must fin my chores before i can go out. And by the time i fin, it's already like 1/2 the day gone. Wanna go swim in the mor also gotta think of the STUPID household chores. WHY ME? Worse is i have to get up early in order to do. Guess this will be my life for the next 10,20,30 years.
Hmm maybe if i'm lucky, find a boyfriend, get married within 2 yrs then i won't have to do liao. But then it means i have to clean my own hse! Isn't it the same?
So i think the best way out is to disappear from this world.
I wonder down there need to do all these things not? Hmm maybe can let my ma dream that i want a maid. Then burn one for me! Haha. Sounds gd rite.
Anyone wants to 'TIO' 4D or TOTO, remember to burn more hell money k. Sure will let ur dreams come true one.

Think i'm crazy? Yeah i think so.
I dunno why i always have the thought of wanting to commit suicide leh. Maybe is becos i keep everything inside me. So once the containter is full, it will leak or explode one mah. Hor u guys think so?
Sometimes i wonder whether is there anyone out there as in my friends who really cares abt me? I doubt lah har.
If i were to die now, in a matter of time, those who know me will slowly forget abt me. Why would they bother to save a space in their heart for such a person like me?
Haiz. Going to slp soon. Will i wake up tmr?
If i dun, then this will be my last post.
Else i'll post more crappy stuff tmr.

GOODBYE MY FRIEND!